Life is weary

I have not had a good week.  The day after I posted last, I was sent to Loma Linda 2NE for rest and observation.  I was told it would be a treatment center for those in emotional crisis.  It was hell on earth.  The first night I was there my roommate hung herself because she couldn't get her medication.  thank God she lived through the experience.  I spent 5 nights there and will never again volunteer myself to that place.

My mania and depression have gotten really bad, actually got worse while I was there.  my depression is not being medically addressed and I'm having to deal with the ones who think that I only need the Bible to treat this.  Because it was proven a chemical and physical disorder, I don't believe that there is anything about it that makes me less a Christian.  Sometimes it makes it harder to trust in God, though.

This child support case against me has to get taken care of soon, because I can't settle any of my other pressing issues until it is done.  It is my biggest stressor right now.  I HAVE to get it handled next week.

My baby is sweet 16!

 

My baby girl turned sweet 16 today!  She had a monster party on Friday night, and we had a quiet family dinner with her sweet and cute boyfriend and his mom tonight to celebrate the real date.

signs never get old!